Dissapointing.....

Erm...i've a terrible days here. Granpa and grandma pay visit. That was a fun to have time with them..But at the same time i've been admitted for treatment again. Don't know when i'll be ok. Only He knows...but all that thing is never make me cry until i met dad's parents.

" My son spent a lot of money for sick step daughter" Make me feel bad. Not because they talk about me. But they talk about papa's sacrifice. Well pap passed away when he was in his duty. So we get some amount of money as a compehension. the amount was big which i could use for another 15-20years. So all my education and my stuff dealt by papa. Why should i beg with someone for something. My papa done all the things for me.

Aside to mama and dad sorry for tat statement. But hope both of you undestand my feelings. So i stay with grandparents ( papa's parents ) untill i finish my degree. Then will move to Pahang ( Mama's paernts ). And will begin my life there or a Ipoh ( qis house ). Dad i'm sorry i know you treat me as your own daughther but still you are not papa. Each time i think of papa my tears fell down. What a great man he was. And thank's to dad for taking care of mama and me all this years. Dad you still my dad. There's only one papa and ther's only one dad for me.

Qis, i will be leaving singapore in three years time. Hope you will wait for me.
And nothing to write now. hungry la. Nenek make some kuih lapis. looks really good. Mama and dad thank's for everything that you done for me. I owed alot from both of you. Nana don't forget to visit. grandma keep asking about you.

What should i say : )

Hye all....when i write this I'm in marina bay inside Singapore wheel...
Maybe you all know what i mean by...well..nothing much to share..just a crazy things..
Last 24 September...i text with Qis..first i thought it's normal chatting that will end soon. I really didn't take it seriously. What i need just a friend to be with me when i want to past my time. But things goes in other way. I accept that I really meet someone interesting in my life. I've never share this things with anyone before. but it's the time for the truth. And i admit that my heart stolen for the second time. but is it gonna be last forever? i don't really think so at that time. Because I thought it's gonna be same thing. And that person with big ego ( sorry dear :P ). then things changed...Qis was different. totally different. each time i'm with Qis i felt that i'm really safe...it's a strange feeling that i've never been through before. What happened to me? i also don't know. Suddenly we are in love. Then i thought it's will end soon..but it's getting deeper...now me without Qis is nothing. Each time i wake up i will think of Qis. Each time i eat qis will text me....Baby dah makan? huhuhu..nobody asked that to me..

Dissapointed!

Erm...mom and dad keep some thing from me. it was a important info in my life. but it's ok maybe they don't want me to get upset. So i will keep this thing wit me. As long i can live happily. I don't know y...i start to miss papa alot nowadays. Rest in peace papa..I love you. You always my hero. And dad thnk's for the kindness.
Special thanks to my seewtums. I learn many things from you. Hope that we can be like this forever.

Back from Death

It was a terrifying two week for me..Admitted in hospital and run through 3 surgeries. Now my left leg can't move. And doc told me i need to attend phsyotherapy. Maybe i could improve myself. But it's really hard to get down from 8th floor. have to a bit earlier than usual. but i learnt something. Don't give up at any cost. At the same time i feel irrirated with people around me. When my leg was ok i will stand in MRT atleast for 30 minutes. Now when i enter the MRT people give way for me to sit. Maybe they feel sorry for my condition. But i don't need their sympathy. They treat me like that and try to make me looks weak. But at the same time i felt that how kind is that people. They willing to suffer just to make me to sit...And i remembered Qis told me give me half of your pain..huhuhuh..Do you think it's that easy dear? Don't ever think about that. And I will pray for everyone not only for Qis even that people i have never met before to be in healthy condition ever and ever. One day i will walk as normal. And don't treat me as i'm really sick. It's make me weak. just be hard with me. treat me as usual. And special thanks to my love..thank's for your support and thnak's for your funny things..and thank's for the fight...thank's for the sweet day...thank's for the sweet nite...and thank's for everything....

i write this thing when i sit under a beautyfull tree in marine parade park.
I was think about myself. how many things has changed in my life..how will be my future..
from a sensitive girl turn into a enjoyable and humourous girl..Still sometimes domething hurt my feelings. it's normal as a human being. Sometimes i hurts other feeling. i never think about all this before. but it's smash my mind when i'm getting to know Qis. What a different personality....have to take of family..have to all the things without any single help. yeah, many people doing that but it's not easy to be strong as her. one day she will earn what she looking for. but one thing i hate about her is she said no money no love. it's a personal opinion but is it true? Maybe her situation made her to think in that way. Not blamming her but really when i think that again and again in her position it would look like true.

Well she loves her father. I know what the feel if our father not around. And hope to she her's father back to work and be a strong man again. But he should be proud to have such a wonderfull lady in his life. Be brave Qis. The person who you will be next to at the moment you need them. Jahatlah awak.....huhuhuhu

Talent

Once a time agirl walk for audition to became as a actress. She practiced for hours per day. On the day she ready to go for the audition. She wait for her bus. And a handsome man came next to her and ask " Are you go for an audition?". And she said yes. Then that man politely ask her to bring him too. And introduce himself. His name was Good Luck. The bus was there. They sit infront of a man with fiece looking. She asked the same question. And again she said yes. And that man reminds her " Becarefull with your steps young girl. You can't avoid me in your life. Every successfull person have to face me once in their life becuse my name is Bad Luck" and he get down from the bus. They reach the audition venue. A ugly bad looking girl cames near to her. "You are going for an audition and please bring me too, you will 80% success with me stand besides you" and smile at her. " Youare ugly nobody will take me as a actress if you beside me" and she chase that ugly girl. She bring good luck and hope that he will help her. But she was rejected. And she asked Good Luck." Why i was rejected you was with me??" and Good Luck says i bring you for the audition. That's my job. She felt upset and on her way back she met that ugly girl. She asked about the audition. And she told her if you brought me sure you get selected becuase people call me TALENT.

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