Dissapointing.....

Erm...i've a terrible days here. Granpa and grandma pay visit. That was a fun to have time with them..But at the same time i've been admitted for treatment again. Don't know when i'll be ok. Only He knows...but all that thing is never make me cry until i met dad's parents.

" My son spent a lot of money for sick step daughter" Make me feel bad. Not because they talk about me. But they talk about papa's sacrifice. Well pap passed away when he was in his duty. So we get some amount of money as a compehension. the amount was big which i could use for another 15-20years. So all my education and my stuff dealt by papa. Why should i beg with someone for something. My papa done all the things for me.

Aside to mama and dad sorry for tat statement. But hope both of you undestand my feelings. So i stay with grandparents ( papa's parents ) untill i finish my degree. Then will move to Pahang ( Mama's paernts ). And will begin my life there or a Ipoh ( qis house ). Dad i'm sorry i know you treat me as your own daughther but still you are not papa. Each time i think of papa my tears fell down. What a great man he was. And thank's to dad for taking care of mama and me all this years. Dad you still my dad. There's only one papa and ther's only one dad for me.

Qis, i will be leaving singapore in three years time. Hope you will wait for me.
And nothing to write now. hungry la. Nenek make some kuih lapis. looks really good. Mama and dad thank's for everything that you done for me. I owed alot from both of you. Nana don't forget to visit. grandma keep asking about you.